once you're here, you're never gone

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welcome to the burn book,
BELOW ARE THE RULES TO THIS SICK GAME OF MORALITY.

✖ please, please, please do not take this too seriously or look at it as a personal attack! apologies beforehand if it offends anyone somewhere down the line. that's really not my intention at all!

✖ i've only really included a few characters that kotori hates but encounters/is likely to encounter/has encountered in her daily school life; everything in this 'notepad' is told from her point of view, of course.

✖ it's not near finished as of yet. i'll just keep adding things and include pages full of, uhm, scribbles and rants whenever i feel like it, s-so. yeah. (Y)

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,15,true][atrb=style,background:url(http://i793.photobucket.com/albums/yy211/TsubasaAoi/burnnotice.png); padding: 15px;vertical-align:top; width: 350px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; border-top: 2px solid #333333; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 2px solid black;,btable][atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: #0b0b0b; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid black; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] a, b, c, d, e, f, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;]✖ CHEN, JIAYI [/style]    ● Female    ● Fifteen Sixteen    ● Chinese    ● Black hair    ● Brown eyes    ● Wannabe    ● Freak    ● Nerd    ● 1-A    ● Student council member    ● Tennis team member    ● Moronic    ● Relentless    ● Nosy    ● NUISANCE    ● Grace with conversations when encountered    ● Do not trust    ● KILL if must ✖ DE LUCA, VIVIEN [style=float:right;width: 80px; height: 100px; -moz-border-radius: 100px; -webkit-border-radius: 70px; margin: 8px; background-image:url(http://i46.tinypic.com/f1g6q.png);padding:0px;letter-spacing:2px;border: 2px solid #cccccc]    ● Male    ● Eighteen    ● Italian & French    ● Blonde hair    ● Blue eyes    ● Emo    ● Outcast    ● 3-D    ● Photography club vice president    ● Basketball team member    ● NOSY    ● Alert    ● Snide    ● CAUTION: already has an inkling    ● Grace with conversations when encountered    ● Do not trust    ● KILL if must ✖ FERRAVIA, DEMIO NEVILLE [/style]    ● Male    ● Eighteen Nineteen    ● Italian    ● Blonde hair    ● Blue eyes    ● Prep    ● Wannabe    ● Grade repeater (LOSER)    ● Ryu Mori's sassy gay friend    ● 2-D 3-D    ● A/V club vice president    ● Soccer team member    ● Moronic    ● Talkative    ● Attention whore    ● NUISANCE    ● Grace with conversations when encountered    ● Do not trust    ● KILL if must

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[tr][td][atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: black; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;]

g, h, i, j, k, l,

[style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;]✖ HIMAWARI, KIKUE

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   ● Female
   ● Seventeen Eighteen
   ● Japanese
   ● Blue/light blue hair (FREAK ALERT)
   ● Blue eyes
   ● Scene
   ● Wannabe
   ● 2-A 3-A
   ● Kendo team member Hostess club member (princess)
   ● RICH BITCH
   ● Attention whore
   ● Poser
   ● Grace with conversations when encountered
   ● Do not trust
   ● Be a darling towards
   ● KILL if must

[/div][/td][/tr][/table]credit to nachtmare of ote[/center]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,15,true][atrb=style,background:url(http://i793.photobucket.com/albums/yy211/TsubasaAoi/burnnotice.png); padding: 15px;vertical-align:top; width: 350px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; border-top: 2px solid #333333; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 2px solid black;,btable][atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: #0b0b0b; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid black; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] m, n, o, p q, r, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;]✖ MORI, RYU [/style]    ● Male    ● Seventeen Eighteen    ● Japanese    ● Red hair    ● Green (left) eye    ● Prep    ● Wannabe    ● Grade repeater (LOSER)    ● Demio Ferravia's bitch    ● 1-B 2-B    ● A/V club member vice president    ● Basketball team member    ● Moronic    ● Talkative    ● Attention whore    ● NUISANCE    ● Grace with conversations when encountered    ● Do not trust no matter what he does or what Kitty says about him    ● KILL if must ✖ NAKAMURA, CHASE [style=float:right;width: 80px; height: 100px; -moz-border-radius: 100px; -webkit-border-radius: 70px; margin: 8px; background-image:url(http://i27.tinypic.com/2wn7itv.jpg);padding:0px;letter-spacing:2px;border: 2px solid #cccccc]    ● Male    ● Sixteen Seventeen    ● Japanese & European (must be a bastard, metaphorically and literally)    ● Green hair (FREAK ALERT)    ● Amber eyes    ● Slut    ● Punk    ● 2-A 3-A    ● Host club member (bad boy)    ● RUDE    ● RICH BITCH    ● Jerkwad    ● Attitude problem    ● Avoid when encountered    ● Do not trust    ● KILL if must ✖ NAKAMURA, HIDEKI [/style]    ● Male    ● Sixteen Seventeen    ● Japanese    ● Green hair (FREAK ALERT)    ● Green eyes...? (difficult to tell if he has eyes - most likely not - due to hairstyle)    ● Loser    ● Outcast    ● Reject    ● Nerd    ● Poser    ● 2-A 3-A    ● Newspaper club president    ● Coward    ● OXYGEN    ● Grace with conversations when encountered    ● Do not trust    ● Be a darling towards ✖ OKAMURA, ARWEN [style=float:right;width: 80px; height: 100px; -moz-border-radius: 100px; -webkit-border-radius: 70px; margin: 8px; background-image:url(http://s6.tinypic.com/6jpys2.png);padding:0px;letter-spacing:2px;border: 2px solid #cccccc]    ● Female    ● Sixteen    ● Japanese & English    ● Blonde hair (possibly pink)    ● Blue eyes    ● Wannabe    ● Poser    ● 2-B    ● A/V club member    ● Cheerleader (watch out for panty flash)    ● Moronic    ● Kawaii moe moe kira kira kira    ● Can be useful    ● Grace with conversations when encountered    ● Do not trust    ● Be a darling towards [/style]

[atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: black; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] s, t, u, v, w x, y, z, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;]✖ SHIRO, RINGO [/style]    ● Male    ● Eighteen Nineteen    ● Japanese    ● Brown hair    ● Brown eyes    ● Elder brother of Shiro Ai    ● Self harmer    ● Emo    ● WANNABE    ● 3-A University freshman    ● Disciplinary committee records keeper    ● NOSY    ● Alert    ● HERO-COMPLEX    ● Conceited    ● CAUTION: already has an inkling    ● Avoid when encountered    ● Do not trust    ● KILL if must

[/div][/td][/tr][/table]credit to nachtmare of ote[/center]

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,15,true][atrb=style,background:url(http://i793.photobucket.com/albums/yy211/TsubasaAoi/burnnotice.png); padding: 15px;vertical-align:top; width: 350px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; border-top: 2px solid #333333; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 2px solid black;,btable][atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: #0b0b0b; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid black; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] dear notepad, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;]Sociology is a pretty interesting course. I suppose. If you overlook the fact that the teacher happens to have PINK HAIR for God knows WHY. That can't possibly be natural... old ladies trying to look young. And I thought obaachan was enough of a joke. [/style]

[atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: black; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] still staring at her hair, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;]It would've been fine if she didn't also happen to be the homeroom teacher. Or the supervisor of that God awful club. Note to self; Do not give in when asked to go to the A/V room today. Reward, if the above is accomplished; Ootoro sushi for dinner. There's a discount today at the supermarket. ♥ [/style]

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,15,true][atrb=style,background:url(http://i793.photobucket.com/albums/yy211/TsubasaAoi/burnnotice.png); padding: 15px;vertical-align:top; width: 350px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; border-top: 2px solid #333333; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 2px solid black;,btable][atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: #0b0b0b; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid black; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] i didn't want the sushi anyway, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;] GO DIE IN A DITCH, FERRAVIA. [/style]

[atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: black; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] blacklist, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;]Ryu Mori needs to go keep Ferravia company in the ditch; lovers deserve to stay together even in death. Same with ~*~*~ Arwen ~*~*~ honey. Request; Someone please accidentally push her off the clock tower. And make sure that Jiayi Chen witnesses it so that she gets pushed off, too. Or at least immobilize her to the point where she can't follow me around. Or speak, for that matter. Request; Sew Jiayi Chen's mouth closed. And Nakamura needs to die too. Hideki. Because he's stupid and useless. Why do I have to listen to him at all? No, actually, that whole family needs to die (along with the Tsukami family). That would do the world a favour. Although two of them already did die, so that's good enough for now. Oh dear. Was that too mean of me? Well, guess what, notepad? Everybody dies eventually. Back to what I was saying. Ringo Shiro needs to die too. For obvious reasons. As well as Kikue Himawari. Bitch, your singing voice is terrible. Stop trying so hard, you'll never improve. You're just a spoiled brat with no talent. If you ever become famous it's because your Father sent the recording studio two billion briefcases of money... or because I'm good at making a failure sound like a Goddess. Although your Father's somewhat of a decent guy for a rich jerkwad. But I still don't like him. Tell him to join Ferravia and Mori in the ditch. While you burn in hell. Olivia-sensei and her pink hair need to di- Second thought, she just needs to shave all of that hair off. That ought to make the school newspaper headline. [/style]

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,15,true][atrb=style,background:url(http://i793.photobucket.com/albums/yy211/TsubasaAoi/burnnotice.png); padding: 15px;vertical-align:top; width: 350px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; border-top: 2px solid #333333; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 2px solid black;,btable][atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: #0b0b0b; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid black; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] one more person added, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;] I WILL MURDER YOU IF YOU PEEP A WORD ABOUT IT TO ANYONE, DE LUCA. I. WILL. MURDER. YOU. D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E D I E [/style]

[atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: black; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] i feel better now, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;]Thank you for being there for me, notepad. Love, Kotori ♥ [/style]

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,15,true][atrb=style,background:url(http://i793.photobucket.com/albums/yy211/TsubasaAoi/burnnotice.png); padding: 15px;vertical-align:top; width: 350px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; border-top: 2px solid #333333; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 2px solid black;,btable][atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: #0b0b0b; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid black; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] from the bathroom, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;] It's unsightly that I have to sit on a toilet as these foreigners run rampant in my own home. But idiocy tend to be infectious, so perhaps I will stay awhile longer. A thorough cleaning job might be necessary once they leave later. [/style]

[atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: black; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] or maybe not, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;]When are they even leaving? Also, I do not have an upset stomach, obaachan. I can be in the bathroom for as long as I need to. Please stop feeding them false information. It's bad enough that you agreed to going to the beach last time; I could have gotten so much more studying done that day had we not attended the so-called 'party'. [/style]

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,15,true][atrb=style,background:url(http://i793.photobucket.com/albums/yy211/TsubasaAoi/burnnotice.png); padding: 15px;vertical-align:top; width: 350px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; border-top: 2px solid #333333; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 2px solid black;,btable][atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: #0b0b0b; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid black; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] love love love love love, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;] I am in love love! ♥ My name is Kotori Kagetsu and I am one of your healthy, average high school girls! My heart currently belongs to that one boy in my class - you know, that one with the cute smile? My GOSH is he the most adorable thing alive! Tee hee! But I think another boy from another class also has his eyes on me, and I don't really want to break his heart since he's EQUALLY as cute! ˶>3<˶ Hnng! The woes of a teenage girl! At least I have three BEST FRIENDS that will always support me no matter what! [/style]

[atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: black; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] to obaachan, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;]... Please don't write in my notepad without asking; I don't mind if you feel the need to browse through it, but please refrain yourself from scribbling down misleading things. It's uncalled for, and I would much rather you keep those fantasies to yourself. Thank you. As such, information on Demio Ferravia, Vivien de Luca, and Arwen Okamura are a few pages before this one. Feel free to snoop. [/style]

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,15,true][atrb=style,background:url(http://i793.photobucket.com/albums/yy211/TsubasaAoi/burnnotice.png); padding: 15px;vertical-align:top; width: 350px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; border-top: 2px solid #333333; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 2px solid black;,btable][atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: #0b0b0b; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid black; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] what should i do, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;] When my grandmother is suddenly interested in foreign languages? [/style]

[atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: black; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] to kotori-chan, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;]The solution to this is simple. Bring home as many foreigner friends as you possibly can from now on! [/style]

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,15,true][atrb=style,background:url(http://i793.photobucket.com/albums/yy211/TsubasaAoi/burnnotice.png); padding: 15px;vertical-align:top; width: 350px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; border-top: 2px solid #333333; border-bottom: 2px solid black; border-right: 2px solid black;,btable][atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: #0b0b0b; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid black; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] ... , [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;] Nakamura told me to make a... 'Snapple' page for the Newspaper Club. Am I doing it right? It might be better if I let him know - soon - that I don't exactly appreciate it when others - wussy ones or not - make a fool out of me. The moron. [/style]

[atrb=style,padding: 15px; background-color: black; -webkit-border-top-right-radius: 15px; -webkit-border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 15px; -moz-border-radius-bottomright: 15px; border-top-right-radius: 15px; border-bottom-right-radius: 15px; border-left: 2px solid #333333; text-align: justify; font: 10px tahoma; line-height: 9px; color: #333333;] dear notepad, [style=padding-right: 5px; height: 100px; overflow: auto;]One would think that he ought to back off after what happened, but no. That's not how his brain functions, apparently. 'Why don't I pretend I was that god awful Ringo Shiro and BUTT IN the next time I see her outside of school?' Yes, please rescue me. It definitely reads Damsel In Distress on my forehead. Do go on and satisfy your own masculine needs, Vivien de Luca; there has to be some other ways to deal with difficult situations that don't involve any touching. ... I'll come up with one soon. [/style]

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