CAN'T SAVE YOU

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0px,true][atrb=width,420,true] [STYLE=float: left; width: 90px; height: 90px; background-image: url(http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c54/protovy/icons/SHINUSKE/two%20eye/2.png); border-radius: 15px; border: #5D005D solid 3px; margin-left: 20px;] [/style] [STYLE=float: left; width: 90px; height: 40px; background-image: url(http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c54/protovy/icons/SHINUSKE/two%20eye/2.png); border-radius: 10px; border: #5D005D solid 3px; margin-left: 6px; margin-top: 22px;] [/style] [STYLE=float: left; background-color: #5D005D; color: #fff; font-size: 30px; font-family: arial; text-shadow: #fff 1px 1px 1px; padding: 5px; margin-left: 10px;] I [/style][STYLE=float: left; color: #222; font-size: 30px; font-family: arial; letter-spacing: -3px; padding: 4px; 0px 4px 0px;]' M S O R R Y[/style][STYLE=background: url(http://i.imgur.com/45860.gif); width: 450px; height: 80px; border-bottom: #5D005D 6px solid; border-radius: 14px 14px 0px 0px; -moz-border-radius-topright: 14px; -moz-border-radius-topleft: 14px; margin-top: -40px;] [/style] [STYLE=float: right; color: #222; font-size: 9px; font-family: arial; text-transform: uppercase; letter-spacing: 1px; padding: 4px; margin-top: -19px; margin-right: 8px;] that i can't save you[/style][STYLE=background-color: #1d1d1d; text-align: justify; color: #c2c2c2; font-size: 9px; font-family: arial; line-height: 10px; padding: 1px; padding-left: 122px;] ❚ WORDS 1181 ❚ CHARACTERS yoite, miyuki and shinkuto ❚ NOTES a long overdue fic today[/style][STYLE=background-color: #1d1d1d; font-family: verdana; font-size: 9px; color: #c2c2c2; text-align: justify; line-height: 11px; padding: 0px 30px 10px 30px;] Yoite had never been one to listen to rumors. He didn't believe in it after all but suddenly one day one caught his attention. "The Nakamura boy broke up with that Tsukami girl." Instantly he had looked up for once glad that he had decided to go to class. He stared at the group of kids who were whispering about it...if one can call it whispering with how loud they were. He had kicked the desk in front of him pushing it against the desk in front of that one catching their attention. "Tell me everything." he stated or else they were going to end up like the inanimate objects he had just kicked. Instantly they had told him. No one knew why but someone had passed by when they broke up. He instantly hated himself. He usually prided himself in being perceptive or at least to his family anyway but he didn't even realized that it had happened a week ago. That she must had been hurting for a whole week by this. That he wasn't there to comfort her. Was there anyone who had comforted her? He had no clue but what he did know was that he hated himself. During lunch he had ran over to Miyuki's class taking her away from her friends for a moment. He could had sworn he saw Ai shot him a look but he didn't care. As if he cared what a Shiro thought. "Why didn't you tell me?" he had confronted her his voice sounding harsher than he had intended to be. In fact he had hit himself on the head for not being able to control himself. "Tell you what Yo-ni? She had actually looked rather confused but then again he suppose that might had been because he didn't give her an explanation. "That he broke up with you." he answered her and for a moment she looked away. It was just for a split second though but she had looked back at him with a smile. "Oh that." she had stated like it was nothing. Like she wasn't hurt at all and he hated it. "It's nothing really...I mean...it was just a childish promise right?" Who was she trying to convince here? He was about to open her mouth stating that it didn't matter and a promise was a promise but stopped himself. He had promised to marry Mako but he didn't do it. He made her into a slave instead when he was suppose to make her happy. Unable to yell at his sister he turned around and started to walk away. He was going to kill the Devil for this or at least demand some good explanation. No...he won't even bother because no matter how good his f***ing explanation was it wasn't going to save him! Yet he felt someone clutch onto the back of his shirt in an attempt to hold him back. "No Yo-ni!" Miyuki had cried out pressing her head against his back. "Please don't...it's alright....I'm alright." she told him but he felt her tightening her clutch. "You're not alright Miyuki!" he cried out. Sure he didn't know for a whole week but now that he did he knew she wasn't alright. "Why are you always like this!? Always trying to protect him or for that matter anyone but yourself! Do you even know that you're Miyuki? This bastard broke his promise to you!" He had remembered their promise and how he had disapproved it but his mother thought it was cute. He remembered how happy Miyuki was and then suddenly the guy just takes it away? He spun around to get a look at her and instantly he wanted to kill himself. She was crying...although she didn't sniffle or anything, he saw tears falling and he couldn't comfort her. "Please don't Yo-ni." she repeated her plea. Why doesn't she ever worry about herself? Can't she see that she was crying? He gritted his teeth unable to say anything. Unable to offer any word of comfort. "I'll be alright. It wasn't like it was his fault." That's right, she thought to herself. It was neither of their faults, it was just the situation they were born in. If he marries her, a daughter of a yakuza people wouldn't see him as a good politician and she didn't want that. She didn't want to destroy his future like that. As long as he was happy, everything would be okay. As long as she can still see him, that was good enough even if she couldn't be by his side. A part of her wondered if that was how Mako felt. "So please don't hurt him Yo-ni. Promise me you won't hurt him." The heir stared at her. But...how? How could he make that promise? How can he just forgive the guy? He couldn't! The guy hurt his sister after all! She was crying even! Stiffly he wrapped his arms around her as if to shield her away from the world. "I promise." He'll never be able to forgive the guy but he didn't want his sister to continue to cry so he was going to have to pretend. That's right it was the first time he had to truly act. Act that he didn't know, act like he had no clue, act as if nothing had happened. Although that day he also made a promise to himself...that the next man to hurt Miyuki, he was going to have to pay not only for his own sins but the Devil's as well. One day in high school Yoite was walking to the student council to tell the Devil practiced was cancelled today in case he didn't know. That was when he saw a girl holding the Devil's hand. It sickened him...to see another woman by the Devil's side because all he can remember was the tearful face of Miyuki but he pushed the image away remembering his promise. He had to pretend like he didn't know...he knew he was going to look for a fight get into later but for now he forced the apathetic face. "Oy Devil we have no practice today." he stated catching their attention. "I see. Thank you for informing me Yoite even though I already know that." he stated with his usual smirk that would usually get the Tsukami fired up. The girl next to him have seemed happy. "You hear that Shinkuto-kun? Then we can spend more time together." Again he felt sickened that instead of staying to yell at the Devil he had quickly left the room never once looking back because he knew the moment he looked back all he would see is Miyuki's tearful face. [/style][STYLE=background-color: #1d1d1d; color: #434343; font-family: verdana; font-size: 8px; text-align: right; padding: 0px 10px 5px 0px;]made by ayu of btn [/style]