Post by vy on Oct 2, 2012 0:16:30 GMT -5
| [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellpadding,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true][atrb=width, 450px][atrb=style,background-color: #292929;] [STYLE=margin-top: 10px; font: 32px arial; font-weight: bold; letter-spacing: -3px; text-transform: lowercase; width: 450px; line-height: 40px;][STYLE=background-color: #ECBD10; color: #292929; text-align: right; display: inline; width: 320px; float: left; padding-right: 5px;]i get more and more[/style] [STYLE=color: #ECBD10; text-align: justify; display: inline; padding-left: 5px; margin-top: 6px;]strange[/style][/style] [STYLE=float: right; color: #555555; font: 11px times new roman; text-transform: lowercase; text-align: justify; line-height: 9px; margin-right: 25px; margin-left: 5px; width: 310px; margin-top: -10px;]{ i'm a punk i'm a sinner i'm a lost new beginner i'm a threat to myself i'm a get armageddon i'm a freak i'm a liar i'm a flirt i deny that i know it then i mess it up i'm a bit suicidal i'm my own worst rival train wreck white trash freak maniac psycho i'm a trouble making rebel made a deal with the devil i'm way past ever coming back }[/style] [STYLE=float: left; background: url(http://i25.photobucket.com/albums/c54/protovy/anaru/icon/MUKURO/child/1.png); width: 100px; height: 100px; border-radius: 100px; -moz-border-radius: 100px; margin-left: 10px; margin-top: -10px;] [/style] [STYLE=margin-top: 20px; margin-right: 25px; background-color: #333333; color: #888888; font: 9px verdana; line-height: 11px; text-align: justify; padding: 10px; border-radius: 0px 10px 0px 0px;] This was boring and the screams was making it hard to focus on his book. Ren was sitting on the hospital bench trying his best to ignore the screams and groans of his mother during this miraculous process. Heh, miraculous, as if, this process was more natural than anything and besides this was the fourth child she has given birth to and the third time she has went through this process, one might think that she would be much better at dealing with the pain now but it seems that they- including the blue haired boy, would be wrong about it. Also this scream was not helping him focus on his book at all, just how loud can that woman scream that he can hear her through the glass window. His eyes watched as his father was trying to help her which left Renji and his twin to be in charge of their brother who looked rather worried. "Is mommy going to be okay?" the boy had asked him. Ren gave a shrug, he honestly didn't care if that woman lived or died but he knew that it would be best to calm him down so that he does not cause some kind of stupid scene and attract attention. "She's experienced in this." came his only comforting reply which didn't seem to comfort the raven haired boy at all. Well, one couldn't say that he didn't try he suppose and with that thought in mind leisurely went back into his book. The process went on for hours and he had wondered if she would lose her voice from this. Despite the fact that this was the third time she had went through this, it was the first time he had seen this birthing process. Eventually- and thank god, the scream stopped and a doctor stepped outside to invite the kids in. Naturally the first that had rushed through the door was the youngest of the siblings while the twins had gotten in relatively at the same time. Renji walked up out of mere curiosity to the nurse who held the baby and cleaning her- if he had remembered the announcement correctly, up. "Would you like to hold her?" she asked the six year old boy. Would he? He honestly didn't care for it much but it seems that the nurse had seen his silence was a form of shyness and gently handed over the baby while instructing him on how to hold her. Mechanically he had held her in the way that she told them to and looked down. The baby was so small that he was sure that it would be easy to lose her, her skin felt so soft that he was sure dropping her right now could kill her, she looked so frail as she was not fully developed yet but most of all...she felt so warm. Was this what hold a human close to you was like? How strange. [STYLE=margin-left: 50px; opacity: 0.7; -moz-opacity: 0.7; text-align: justify; font: 9px arial;]TAGS ?! naomi and ren WORDS ?! 500 LYRICS ?! dysfunctional family, cinema bizarre NOTES ?! trying to bring some happiness back.[/style] [/style] |
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