GIVE YOUR HEART A BREAK

[vy]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAYA
okay so like i totally made this today...well started like at ten last night but mainly worked on it today. so first fan disc...umm hope you enjoy it? i'm just gonna....crawl under a rock. yeah.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] GIVE YOUR HEART A BREAK SHINKUTO x MIYUKI X REN Don't wanna break your heart Wanna give your heart a break I know you're scared it's wrong Like you might make a mistake There's just one life to live And there's no time to wait, to waste She knew their hearts were in pain. She knew that they were both in a way broken and were scared ot be broken down even more. Yet she reached out her hand to them because she wanted to show them compassion. She wanted to show them that they can be loved. She wanted to mend their hearts.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] JUST BE FRIENDS SHINKUTO x MIYUKI I screamed with my hoarse voice, rebound and resonance echo in vain Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me Coincidences that sticked us degenerates into the dark and are broken in pieces "No matter what we do, life is just like that" I mumbled Somebody's tears flow down the dried cheeks He didn't want to do it. He didn't want to let her go. He wanted to hold her forever close to him but he knew that it was time...time to say goodbye. Time for him to let go and time for her to move on. Yet he silently screamed out to her knowing that his voice would reach no one. All he can ever hope now was for her to at least still be his friend.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] SAVIOR MIYUKI X REN That's when she said I don't hate you boy I just want to save you while there's still something left to save That's when I told her I love you girl But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have She didn't hate him, she could not hate him. Not this pitiful man who knew nothing about human kindness. She didn't believe in his words, he was no demon but a human and she was set out to save him. He loved her but he was not her love. He could never be what she needed. So...how will they ever escape this cycle?

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] START AGAIN SHINKUTO x MIYUKI What if I want to try? What if you take a chance? What if I learn to love? What if, what if we start again? He was sure he if he asked she would agree. He was sure he can find his happiness once again in her. All he had to do was ask for them to start again and this time he can make everything right.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] HEADLOCK MIYUKI X REN Afraid to start, got your heart in a headlock, I don't believe any of it. You say too late to start, with your heart in a headlock, You know you're better than this. He told her he loved her but he was a coward. He was too much of a coward to truly allow himself to love someone and trust them with any part of himself. Yet she stared straight on knowing that although he was scared, he wanted this more than anything. She knew that he can conquer his fears. He was better than this.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] IMITATION BLACK SHINKUTO x MIYUKI X REN To love and be loved To the point where I'm losing my mind This sweet burning kiss that we Share is an imitation They loved her with all of their heart. They wanted her to be theirs only and so even though they knew she had eyes for someone else, they would gladly pretend that she only loved them.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] A THOUSAND YEARS SHINKUTO x MIYUKI Darling don't be afraid I have loved you For a thousand years I'll love you for a thousand more She had waited for him for so long. At times she allowed herself to dream of the memories of the past and knew. She had loved him for a thousand years and will love him for a thousand more.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] POKERFACE MIYUKI X REN Them or me? Big brother is watching me What is there to do ? I want you One pair? Two pairs ? Baby now that isn't fair 'Cause I'll make you show your deck of cards Who was this girl? Why was she so clever? How does she keep such purity? Even more was that how was she drawing him to it. No...he won't go to her. She would never choose him instead, he will just have to figure out her tricks. He will make her fall.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] BREAKDOWN SHINKUTO x MIYUKI This is the breakdown, breakdown Before I get over you I'm gonna let it all out What else can I do? It hurts. She show move on. He would want her to move on but the memories still haunt her. She can still see and hear his voice with everything he does. So for today she allowed her herself to cry. Today she allowed herself to be weak. Today she allowed herself to breakdown. Because after this she will have to move on.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] LOVE ELERGY MIYUKI X REN 'Cause what I feared the most was drowning in too deep I don't know how to swim in this insanity And the words you speak keep washing over me as I keep struggling to try and stay alive He was losing. He was losing himself. He couldn't even hear his own voice anymore. He can only hear hers and it was breaking him. He was facing another fear now, the fear of losing what he has left. The fear of not being the demon known as Dasoku Ren.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] PAYPHONE SHINKUTO X MIYUKI Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember, The people we used to be... It's even harder to picture, That you're not here next to me. The memories were coming back. She can still remember the times she spent with him. All the plans they made together. The promise to one day marry each other. And now he was no longer here by her side.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] SAVING ME SHINKUTO X MIYUKI X REN Say it for me, say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me As they fall they reach out to her. All they need was for her to say it to them, to say it for them. All they need was to know that she would do anything to save them.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] FEARLESS MIYUKI X REN Call it what you want it, Call it just a game Call it insane, All of these voices He can hear himself questioning what he was doing. He can hear Tatsuya Renji reminding him of what these humans have done to him. He can hear Ookami Kousetsu telling him that this should only stay as a game. He can hear Dasoku Ren telling him that he was going insane. He knew that he was going to have to end this, and end this soon.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] Y TO Y SHINKUTO X MIYUKI It’ll be great if we can meet again with these immutable feelings. We’ll hold hands, but until that time comes, “See you later” They both like to think that one day they can be together. That one day they can go back to when they were both happy. And that was why they would never say farewell to each other.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] LOUDER THAN THUNDER MIYUKI X REN What would it take, for things to be quiet, quiet like the snow? He didn't want this. He didn't want all of this she had given him. He didn't want this warmth...these emotions she had teach him. All he wanted was to be empty again. To live in his monochromatic world and silence.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] JUST SO YOU KNOW SHINKUTO X MIYUKI I shouldn't love you but I want to I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you but I can't move I can't look away He knew he should move on. He knew he should put a close to their past. He should look forward to tomorrow but yet he can't help but look back on yesterday. Back to when they were together. But he would never tell her that. He would never tell her that he could not let go.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] OBSESSION MIYUKI X REN What keeps the pressure building? What takes your breath away? What do I have to do to make you want to fall in love with me? Fall in love with me. He couldn't believe it happened but it did. He was truly in love with her. Him, a demon in love with an angel. He wanted her to be his and his alone and so he will find ways to make her want him back but even more.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] NEVER BE THE SAME SHINKUTO X MIYUKI That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long He loved her. He knew that for so long but what he didn't know was how strong it was. And so he was going to try once again, to not only gain her forgiveness but also to be strong enough to go back to those days.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] B TEAM SHINKUTO X MIYUKI X REN You never say yes, not quite no Say just enough to make me not go You choose your words, Careful voice, in the end I'm not the first choice They knew that she didn't love them but she would never say so. They knew that it was idiotic to chase after her but of course such reasoning never seems to silence their yearning for her.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] STRANGE MIYUKI X REN In your perfect world, Sooo strange,strange I feel so absurd in this life, Don't come closer, in my arms, Forever you'll be strange, strange As he watched her live in the light filled with so many people that care for her and that she genuinely care back for he realized truly realized how different he was. How strange he must be. And how he would never fit in this paradise of hers.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] HARD TO BELIEVE SHINKUTO X MIYUKI When stars fall and ground breaks You're sinking coz it's too late I'm right here, just stay with me She knew under his perfect mask, he was still human. She knew that he was vulnerable just like everyone else and that was why she was always ready. Whenever his heart is about to break and he needs someone, she shall be there.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] GOODBYE APATHY MIYUKI X REN I can't sleep now, No, not like I used to I can't breathe In and out like I need to Whenever he is around her he doesn't feel right. He can't breathe, he can't think, and lately he can't sleep in fear of seeing her in his dreams. What was this? Just what was this he was feeling?

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] TATTOO SHINKUTO X MIYUKI Don't look back at a new direction I loved you once, needed protection You're still a part of everything I do You're on my heart just like a tattoo She was moving on now. She knew that she had the strength to. She always did but she also craved his protection. Still, now was the time to move on even though that she still thinks of him. That she will forever love him.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] EGOSELFISH MIYUKI X REN "Love" is what so captivates us, Yet this "love" at times leads to loathing It's a choice to be made as a pair But it's one of us who has to die Love is ugly. Love is beautiful. Love leads to sad. Love lead to happiness. Love is something Ren will gladly comply to and yet resents. Love is what he feels towards the purple haired angel.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] FOREVER SHINKUTO X MIYUKI X REN You gave me so much more Than I could ever ask for But I turned and followed A Road that left me hollow She gave them more than what they could ask for. She gave them more than what they could ever want and that was why they turned away. Because they were scared of one day growing dependent on her.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] BEFORE THE WORST SHINKUTO X MIYUKI Before the worst, before we met Before our hearts decide it's time to love again Before too late, before too long, Lets try to take it back Before it all went wrong "Lets go back" he tells her. Go back to when they were happy. Lets go back to fix all of their mistakes before it was too late. Before they move on because he was afraid of letting her go.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] EYE EXAMINATION MIYUKI X REN A hidden reflection within my left eye Who is this person that's deep inside me? My open right eye filled with illusions Please just don't gaze through my wall of imitations Who was this that was looking at him? Who was this that was reflected in her eyes? He could not recognize himself or the girl in front of him. Was this fake or was this real? Or perhaps there was more to them than what most can see?

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] LET IT ALL OUT SHINKUTO X MIYUKI Just stay with me and soon you'll see If you would just live for today Forget the past, make today last That you'd surely be okay When she is around him, she makes sure that nothing troubles him. She would make him forget everything that has hurt him. She will show him just how beautiful life can be. She will heal away all of his pain.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] THE WALK MIYUKI X REN No it's not meant to be like this. Not what I planned at all. I don't want to feel like this. So that makes it all your fault. What was she doing to him? What were her words doing? What was all these emotions arising in front of him. He didn't want this. This wasn't what he planned for. He wanted to corrupt her. He wanted her to stop being an angel. He didn't want her to purify him. He didn't want to be human. Now he was weak...and it was all her fault.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] PERFECT SHINKUTO X MIYUKI i'll never be perfect i'll never be cool i'll always be nothing unless i'm with you He was incomplete without her. Without her he can never be perfect. Without her he was nothing. And that was why he will forever long to be with her again.

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] TRUTH MIYUKI X REN A single trembling light disappearing , Before it can ease the pain "I take your life forever, You take my life forever" She had taken over his life. He couldn't see anything in this darkness anymore. He needed her but she didn't need him. Of course he'll change that. Since now that she has his life in her hands, it's only fair he has hers right?

[bg=black][atrb=border,0,true] ON THE WAY DOWN SHINKUTO X MIYUKI X REN And on the way down I saw you And you saved me From myself As they fall down in their despair they can hear her voice calling out to them. Then they can see her hand reaching to save them from their despair. From the constant mocking voices in their head. From themselves.

[mayaboo]

I'M JUST GONNA SPEND THE REST OF MY DAY LISTENING TO THIS, NBD OR ANYTHING... ignore the fact that I'm on like song three right now I'm still gonna listen to all of it on repeat shhh

THANK YOU VY. THIS IS PERFECT *^*

And look, Just Be Friends is on the list... excuse me while I drown in my feels

NO BUT SERIOUSLY THANK YOU I LOVE IT...I-I GUESS I LOVE YOU TOO BUT DON'T USE THOSE WORDS AGAINST ME LIKE ALWAYS OKAY-

[kiwii ღ]

"renxmiyuki is totally crack"
"omg renxmiyuki isn't even plausible gosh"
"i don't ship it at all"

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