WHAT WE COULD HAD BEEN

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[atrb=background,http://i53.tinypic.com/28m240.jpg][atrb=style,border: 4px solid #FFFFFF;][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,480,true] THINKING ABOUT HIM, THINKING ABOUT ME thinking about us what we gonna be? Miyuki gulped, okay maybe she was getting a bit too nervous about this but no one cam blame her right? After all, she was getting married today, it was only normal for her to be nervous. She needed to calm down, a deep breath, just one deep breath. She closed her eyes and did so while constantly telling herself to calm down like some sort of mantra. Too bad it didn't work though. She was putting the small white hair accessory on by herself when she heard the door open. She turned around to see that it was Ai which made her smile. It was good to see a familiar face, then again everyone here was pretty much familiar to her. She and Shinkuto had wanted a small wedding that had nothing to do with inviting politicians or yakuzas that they barely knew. She watched as her friend walked over and told her that it was soon time for her to come out and that Yoite was pacing around the hall waiting for her. She giggled at the thought, her brother was never the patient type. And if she remembered right Shuurin was going to be the ring boy...or rather ring man in this case she suppose. She gave out her thanks before standing up and following her bride maid out. The girl saw Yoite just like the female Shiro had stated, pacing. When he spotted her, he looked up and walked over to her, although his eyes wasn't apathetic. She can see some small signs of a mix of uncertainty and worry. She had to try her best not to snicker at the sight of her brother. "I can't believe you're getting married before me." he commented with a small sigh. Yeah, despite the fact that her brother was older than her, he has still yet to marry or be in a relationship for that matter. "Don't worry I can help you prepare for marriage then." "Like I said before, I don't really care too much on who you choose since well I trust you. But don't you ever force your with someone again. And if he ever treats you wrong just tell me, I'll beat him myself without even using any of my yakuzas." the male told her slightly referring to the person she had previously dated. He was still angry at that. To think she only dated him because she didn't want a yakuza life and just wanted to be with someone peaceful. It was as if she didn't really know him and even more was that she kept it a secret. Yoite didn't really care who she was with as long as they made her happy even if it was the devil himself. "Yo-nichan, is that really something to say on a wedding day?" she chided to which he had merely shrugged. She giggled a bit at the reaction. To think, he was the one giving her away with Hideki being the best man. Although the ex-host was suppose to be the best man but well, he didn't agree because he didn't want to have to stand too close to the devil. It was kind of a strange reason but a reason that fitted him. "Shall we go?" she asked as she extended her hand for him to take it. He guided her gently as he saw the many flower girls throw flowers their way. He led her over to the altar with her veil on as Shinkuto stood there waiting. To think, the devil can be so calm it was annoying but he didn't say anything because it was his sister's wedding. He didn't want to ruin it by insulting the groom. Miyuki stood at the altar in front of her future husband smiling behind her veil as the priest began his talk. Each of his words made her even more nervous and she was really thankful the veil was hiding her face at the moment. As they exchanged their vows, they also exchanged the rings. Unlike before, it wasn't those fake toy rings they had gotten. It was real and it was beautiful. She felt it with her gloved hands before looking at him. She noted that he was not looking at the ring but at her with a small faint smile. "You may now kiss the bride." the priest gave the male permission. The female was about to speak up and say that he didn't have to. She knew how he didn't like to touch people and can see hesitance in his eyes. Yet before she was could, she felt his lips upon hers. She was caught back at how she did it and she can sense the shock of many people around her but she kissed him back. It was nice...she knew that she had once told Shuurin that it was okay to be selfish but...she never really allowed herself to be selfish before. Now though...Shinkuto was letting her live her dream...letting her be selfish just like that. At the reception, Yoite walked over to the two. "I still can't believe you married the devil." he stated with a small sigh on his now apathetic face. "Yoite! He's your brother in law now!" she argued defending her husband. "Don't waste your breath. He's just jealous that we're ahead of him. How does it feel to lose to your younger sister and me?" Rarely would the green haired male ever use lover to win but well, it was convenient and the narrowed eye of Yoite made him smirk as well. "Hmph as if I care for such a thing." he shrugged and Miyuki could help but laugh. Ring ring ring! Miyuki woke to the sound of her alarm clock. Oh...it was all just a dream. Slowly she got up and moved over to her desk before opening the cabinet where she saw the childish ring. She picked it up for a moment and wore it. It was similar to the ring in the dream really. Wait what was she thinking? The girl shook her head forcing a smile on herself. She must be watching too many romantic movies again. Quickly she placed it back where it was and changed to get ready for school. She would soon forget about the dream...after all it was just a dream. She looked over to the picture of her and Hideki. Hideki...to be honest she felt shame, after all, the reason why was because around him, she can still be connected to Shinkuto...she was only using him. She heard her Shuurin knock telling her it was time for school and she called out to give her a moment to change into her uniform. Shinkuto...no, she needed to be happy so he won't worry about her as well. open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream CHARACTERS: miyuki and shinkuto WORDS: 1167 NOTES: full pic cuz aizen shut off my net. DX and just one more than i am done! by pademelon of on the edge!