ten moments

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because one sentence is too hard

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KINDNESS he was never kind and she knew that. he was the biggest ass in the world with that stupid smirk of his. he was only kind to his clients and even then she was sure that it was fake. that was what he was, fake. so when he had offered to help carry her over to camp, she couldn't help but be caught off guard by his sudden at of kindness. however she was sure that it was fake as well. it had to be. SURPRISE yoite will admit that he was surprised when he saw the Gorilla decorated the whole hostess room for him during the secret santa. he had not expected her to do that for anyone, especially him. he normally did not even like surprises, or at least when they are done to him. it was always an annoyance because he could never prepare himself. which was why he couldn't prepare himself when she threw a party for him, nor could he prepare himself for the gift that she gave him either. KEEPSAKE despite how yoite might look, he actually was quite sentimental. he took pride in keeping the eye patch on him. it was the first present that she gave him. what he didn't keep pride in was the fact that when he gets into fight, he made sure for it to not get hit. that it was almost a vital point for him. because somewhere along the way, it became more than just a present. it became a keepsake and he was not sure how he felt about that. TEACHER emi always hated teachers. they were annoying and they were boring. they always end up giving up on her after the first week too. a lost cause as they say. too bad the stupid pirate didn't seem to see it that way or maybe he was too stubborn because he continued to tutor her. he made sure she didn't play on her phone, consoles, or listen to her music. he would come over to her house to tutor her and even though they would argue, they somehow managed to get things done. so even though she hated to admit it, she suppose he was the best teacher she ever had. only because he was too stubborn to give up on her. LONGING she didn't like to admit it. no, it made her wanted to vomit at the mere thought of it but...he was't been here. the stupid pirate hasn't been here! no, she wasn't longing for him. she would never long for him. she just needed him to tutor her so that she can pass her second year! that was all this was! GUILT really, if anyone dumped food on him, yoite would normally feel anger. it was only natural when someone dump food on you. yet when the hostess dumped ramen on him, he couldn't feel anger. he was too busy feeling something else. the way she looked at him. how she said that none of the other tutors work. it was as if he was her only hope and he had left her. tch, stupid gorilla making him have no choice now. even more was this stupid emotion that won't go away. COMPROMISE emi had never been one for compromise. it was her way or she would annoy the hell out of them until they bend to her will. it was that simple. yet when the pirate offered a compromise where both of them would tell each other was going on and when their dates woulds he, she found herself agreeing. of course it was just this once that she was willing to compromise with him. FUNERAL yoite never liked funeral. he never attended to his father's, but he did attended to one of his associates. the next day though he couldn't go to school. it didn't feel right so he had skipped but didn't tell anyone. instead he walked around town to see the gorilla was skipping too. neither of them really said a word to each other but seeing her made him not feel as sad. it drew his mind from the funeral and what he did during it. so instead of his mind being at the place where kimiko was laid to rest, it was in the city and thinking about punching her. MISUNDERSTANDING he didn't want her to misunderstand. all the presents he gave her was only for the bet. there was nothing else to it. he was definitely not having a crush on her. no, this was simply for the bet and he would never let her forget that. he would never let her misunderstand it for something else because it wasn't. TEMPTATION sometimes she would get tempted. sometimes while walking around with her friends she would see something that reminded her of the pirate. sometimes it was a sword, other times it was a book and even on occasions it was some jacket for guys. she would be tempted to buy it for him. she didn't know why, but it made her think about him. of course as soon as she catches her hand reaching for the merchandise she would stop herself. control yourself emi' she would remind herself before walking away. she didn't want to be nice to him. she hated him after all. [/style]

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[atrb=style, opacity: 0.8; margin-bottom: -10px;][STYLE= font: 7pt verdana; width: 300px; line-height: 11px; padding: 5px 5px 5px 25px; text-align: justify; text-transform: lowercase; border-left: 2px solid maroon; margin-left: 40px; color: black] LONELY He was used to being lonely. He didn't need friends. People around him were all childish anyway so they were not worth it. He was fine with being alone. He was independent. He was an adult. But when she came into his life, he started to seek her out. Even though she was childish and he had to explain so many things for her. Even if she was once a commoner who obviously still have a lot of flaws he sought her out. Because he didn't want to be lonely anymore ever since he met her. PRIDE if someone had to name chronos's worst trait, it would be his pride. his pride in his family name and his pride in himself. it was because of that pride that he did not have that many friends. in a school where everyone was rich, just being a sergeant's son did not mean too much to others despite how the boy put it. however there was one person that did not mind his pride. the one that stayed by his side with a smile no matter what. and he was quite amazed that someone saw through his pride. glad as well but he would never voice such thoughts due to his certain trait. PIZZA Clear had been surprise to hear that Chronos never had pizza before. He had called it greasy and disgusting even. She just couldn't believe it. What kind of a man never had pizza? So when he had invited her over to his house one weekend, she had brought pizza with her. During lunch, he watched her eat her slices not bothering to touch the one that she had given him. "Are you sure you don't want it Corny?" she asked with a pout and he gave her a nod. "You seem to be fond of it. You may have it." The girl sighed before taking the pizza and tried to press it into his mouth. Not prepared for her attack, she had succeeded...in choking the boy with the pizza. After the glare and lecture he gave her she learned her lesson. No more pizza around corny. PLAYGROUND since the day he had decided to grow up, he avoided the playground. it was one of the things that he deemed to be far too childish. of course it was, it was just a place where you play. adults did not play, they worked. yet lately he has been coming here quite often. he still refused to play though simply because it was immature but he did watch. he did some and watch over the brown haired girl. sometimes he would be tempted to join in on her little fun but he would always remind himself that he couldn't. that he was an adult now. MORNING mornings was not something to look forward to for him. it was not because chronos was not a morning person. he did not mind having to wake up early in the morning but unlike other kids he didn't have much to look forward to. he would just walk to school with his rather dull neighbor and do his best to ignore the male. of course he would reply if talked to but he never exactly tried to get close to the guy. he wasn't fond of yamase-san to say the least. "Corny!" came a voice as he made it to school. "Good morning." He gave her a nod. Yeah good morning...he suppose it might just be a good morning for him. GLASS when looking at clear, chronos felt like he was looking through some glass wall. the way she got close to so many people and easily making friends. everyone who just wants to get to know her and would laugh with her. she could do things he could never do. she can associate with these people. she can laugh and smile. she can actually be a kid. and as he stared at her, a part of him wondered with all these people she meet. as she grow up...would she one day no longer leave him? would this glass wall one day be covered up with those that surround the girl? THUNDERSTORM clear knew it wasn't manly but she was scared of thunderstorms. they were loud and they can hurt people. so when there was a thunderstorm, she would run over to mummy and apologize to her manry pride. however, tonight was even worse because she heard that chronos was going out late in the night to shop. she tried to call him when she learned that there was going to be a storm but she only reached his voice message. scared she couldn't sleep all night even after the storm has passed away. the next day when she saw him at school though, she ran up to him and clung onto the boy so thankful that he was alive and safe. ACCIDENT that was a lot harder than he had thought. chronos stared at the strawberry shortcake that he had made. it was something he wanted to make for clear, to celebrate the day that they had met. it was a date that he had noted in his journal. however in making the cake he had accidentally cut himself several times. they were not deep cut as the knife was not sharp but he did have to put band aids on them. so the next day when he gave clear the cake, she didn't pay attention to the sweet but rather his hand and had asked him what was wrong. "It was an accident..." he began trying to think of what to say as he did not want the girl to feel guilty. "I tripped." A lame one really but she seemed to have bought it. The girl gave a nod before leaning in to kiss the band aid. "To make it all better." The boy could not help but simply stare. No, he had also lost his grip on the box with the cake in it and splat. Oooops. BLUE Her favorite color was blue. Blue was a nice color. Her first daddy had blue hair and so did her second daddy. Mummy had blue hair too. It was really nice. Sometimes she wished she had blue hair but no, she was born with brown hair. although in middle school she had asked corny if she should dye her hair blue as well. he had stared at her before shaking his head. "Dying your hair is childish. You don't need blue hair. Your hair is fine the way it is. No, it's better this way." She tilted her head but nodded. She suppose Corny was right. Although she liked the color blue, she suppose she didn't have to dye herself in that color either. NEVER AGAIN The night Miyuki had clearly chosen her commoner boyfriend over him, chronos had vowed to never fall in love again. he would never want to face the pain of rejection in such a way again. he didn't want it. it hurts. but yet as he slowly moved on with his life and watched clear grow...he couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to once again dance with her. to hold her close to him and kiss like in those disney movies. but then he was reminded of what happened during his last endeavor and quickly pushed it away. THREE SIMPLE WORDS They were three simple words. Three words that he had said so many times before when he was young. Three words that he said to one woman in his life that he had thought he was madly in love with. he couldn't count how many times he had said them - even if he could he still wouldn't do it - but yet right now whenever he wants to tell her...he would look into her eyes. and instead of those three simple words, he merely mutter one "Nothing." 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[atrb=style, opacity: 0.8; margin-bottom: -10px;][STYLE= font: 7pt verdana; width: 300px; line-height: 11px; padding: 5px 5px 5px 25px; text-align: justify; color: black; text-transform: lowercase; border-left: 2px solid maroon; margin-left: 40px;] TEXT rin was used to not getting texts. she never really had anyone to text with. raiden and ryu would usually just call her and leave a voice-mail. ryuu on the other hand ignored her. she never really received texts before unlike most of her classmates who would at times text in class. one day though as she was walking to school, she heard an unfamiliar melody that made her stop for a moment and look around. she figured it was someone else's phone but there was no one else around. curious she took out her phone to see what it was. 'Have a nice day at school' the text wrote and she couldn't help but smile before replying back. 'thank you' RECIPE the girl always loved to cook but she never really learned recipes for anyone. there was no one else really for her to cook for outside of herself and ferravia when he decides to steal her food. she couldn't say she liked it often. she also didn't have the time having multiple jobs to earn money. "Ne Rin-chan, you're cooking is pretty good." Dasoku-kun commented on the first night he had decided to stay over. It surprised her as to why and she had thought about asking him but thought it would be rude to do so. "Really?" he gave her a nod. "Yeah. You should cook more often." it was just a small compliment really but yet she found herself trying to make time to learn new recipes for the blue haired man. CHINESE FOOD since they had enough money today, the two had decided to go to a chinese restaurant to try some food. it was in there that the two received chinese fortune cookies. of course it didn't come with fortunes but more of proverbs. "Ne, Rin-chan." the man began with a small smile. "Do you wanna hear an interesting story?" he asked as he took a bite out of the cookies with the paper now out. "What is it?" she asked. "You know fortune cookies are made in China right?" she gave him a nod. Of course, everyone knew that, it was common knowledge. "No one in China knows who made it. Funny isn't it? It's something so common but no one knows who made it." he chuckled. "That person does quite a lot to help out the restaurant but no one would ever know." The girl had just nodded although she was quite confused by his story. However she did catch the fact that his laughter did not reach his eyes. EXPRESS she never expressed herself. it was not how she was. her thoughts were too childish and she didn't want people to see her as a child. she was an adult! that was why when dasoku-kun one day found a small book of fairy tales on her shelf, she had tried her best to explain to him but it came out in stutters. With a sigh of resignation she sighed, "It's childish isn't it?" He merely tilted his head before letting a small shrug. "Well there is no difference between an adult and a child." She blinked. "How so?" At those words he gave her the smile he always gave her when explaining this "They both are still learning." And when he said those words...she couldn't help but wonder if it was okay to show her childish side to him sometimes. ACCEPTANCE Rin had never been one to accept childishness. she didn't want to be treated like a child so she made sure to stay away from anything that she deemed immature. she also didn't like the adults that sometimes tell her that she wouldn't understand unless he was older. however that was until she met him. he would give her a smile and when confused, he would explain to her. he didn't treat her any different than how he treated other adults and so around him...she felt accepted. RITUAL "I'm home." one of them would say. "Welcome back." the other would reply. It was a normal ritual that every household would do. It was something families do quite often. A simple one really but yet it was something they look forward to. It was what made her smile as she opens the door and as for him, it was something to remind himself that there was someone waiting for him. ESSENTIAL ren never kept anything unless he deemed for it to be essential. he had left many people before. it was natural for him really. they weren't necessary for him. and yet with her, he had trouble letting go. even though now with her brothers alerted in her life, it was now hard to stay around her without attract attention. she wasn't exactly a necessity in his life either. so why was it that a part of didn't want to leave her? he didn't let the thought stay for too long though before pushing it aside. NAP he never took naps unless he was sick. even if his body was exhausted, he would make sure to still stay up. he didn't trust people. anything can happen to him at any time. "You look skeepy Dasoku-kun" came a voice that made him blink. Curious he turned his head to see the ginger looking up at him. "Do I?" he asked as they watched the movie together on the couch. it was nothing new really. he slowly turned his head towards the movie and continued to watch it. yet he never found out what the ending was. well he figured out how the criminal was but he didn't get to see if he was right because when he opened his eyes, he found his head on someone's lap. "How long was I asleep?" he asked the figure not bothering to check who it was. "Only for half an hour. Go to sleep. You need some rest." and for some reason he closed his eyes listening to that voice. UNCERTAINTY Life was filled with uncertainty. What was in your life for years might be gone the very next day. it was scary in that sense because nothing will ever stay the same. things would always change. and that was why sometimes when ren looks at his assistant he couldn't help but wonder. when would she be gone from his life? UNNECESSARY COMPLICATIONS Ren liked to say that he was a simple man who live a simple life. Oh sure he has stained his hand and trick people but to him he lived a simple life. It was nothing spectacular but he didn't mind that. Living only on necessities he never had to deal with complications. At least that was until he met his ginger assistant. Then he started to keep an eye on her. He made sure that she didn't get hurt and that people didn't come close to her. So that she was his and his alone. What an unnecessary complication she had brought into his life. Even more frightening was the fact that he wanted to keep her. ITALY he was not fond of italy. it wasn't a surprise. he had family there and he was not a family man. that was why when rin one day when he spun in lottery and won a trip to italy, he had sold it. rin had asked him why and he would give her a smile. "We need money more than a trip." It was not exactly a lie he suppose. Even though the trip included a hotel stay for a week but honestly, he rather stay in the crappy apartment than go to italy. [/style]

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DETERMINATION if there was one compliment yoite can give to the monkey and her collection of failures, was the fact that she was at least determined. she never gave up. even though she really should give up by now, she would continue to push on until she gets an answer right. sure it would be far too late and pointless by the time she gets it right, she would still continue and actually be proud of herself. he would never know what that feeling was like due to his natural talent so in a sense...she had something he lacked. how disgusting. WASTING TIME being in the host club was a waste of time. no, it was worse than that. it was torture due to the fact that he hated being part of this club. it was annoying as hell. he didn't like flirting with other women and he hated the idea of acting like a prince. so when he taunted toshiko into coming as a repayment of a certain debt, it was just to waste time. however as much wasting time as it was...he suppose he kind of enjoyed...just a little bit. RUNNING If there was one thing Toshiko was good at, it was running. Well not physically since she kind of trips sometimes. It's not her fault that there was a rock or twig in her way okay? She couldn't plan for such things. However she was good at running mentally. Especially when the situations get tough, she knew to get away from the problem and then just put on a smile later. However a certain purple haired male - pirate as she likes to call him - had decided to grab her by the hand and stop her from running. STRENGTH he was strong, it was only natural. he was a tsukami after all. however for all the strengths he had, he knew that he still had weaknesses. that there were times where he would break down and needed someone else's strength to help him up. it was horrible really. he didn't like to depend on people. he didn't like to ask for help it hurts his pride far too much. however when she had reached out her hand to him, he couldn't help but grab onto it and for once depend on her strength. LOST She was lost but that was okay. She didn't want to be found. If people found her than they would learn how weak and insecure she was. They would see that smile and confidence was nothing more than fake. That she was not as happy as she led others to believe. She didn't want that and so she continued to walk in the wrong direction. Whenever she thought she saw the path to go back, she would turn away and run the other direction. However he found her, he saw how weak she was. She saw her insecurities but instead of laughing at her like many would expect, he had merely stood there. He didn't offer her any sympathy or comfort, instead he grabbed her hand and led her back to people. WAITING toshiko had waited many years for nakamura shinkuto's forgiveness. looking back she really couldn't believe that she waited for someone like him to forgive her. she had also once waited for her real father to one day stop in front of her door when she was a child. she thought he would and she would get to meet her real father. however after learning the truth she stopped waiting for him too. funnily enough, she was sure that was when she stopped waiting for shinkuto to forgive her. one can even say that was when she stopped waiting in general. however when yoite one day disappeared she couldn't help but wonder where he was. even worse was that every day she would glance at his empty desk as if...as if she was waiting for the day he would walk into class and sit in front of her once again. FATHER father figures was something the two both lacked. toshiko not wanting to see her father and yoite never being able to see him again. of course they would act like they were fine. toshiko had her adopted father and yoite would just go with his tough act. they would hide the pain of the lack of a blood-related father in their lives. They were okay they would tell themselves. but of course they knew they weren't. that was why when they feel like they would break, they would come to the other. they wouldn't say anything about their problem and the other would not give them comfort either. because they knew better, they knew that all the other wanted as simply the security of not being the only one. PET toshiko had always wanted a pet. she loved animals after all and they kept her from being lonely. they brought her comfort and that was what she needed. the idea of someone who will always be there for her. sure she had emi but emi had the hostess club. so there were were times where they couldn't spend time together. times like these where she felt a bit lonely. however when she heard a bark and a certain puppy staring up at her she couldn't help but smile. because she wasn't alone anymore. BIRTHDAY yoite never card about his own birthday. sure he made sure to remember all the others but never his own. as if his own didn't matter. well it didn't really matter to him. sure he would receive the presents but he would never throw a party or anything. it was a waste of time and he hated parties anyway. yet when he found the held back third year waiting in front of his door a week late for his birthday he couldn't help but arch a brow. seeing someone that put so much effort - albeit in the front place and time - he couldn't help but think. maybe he should do something for his birthday sometime. not because he cared about it but just to avoid this kind of mess from happening ever again. CONFIDANTS yoite had several confidants but most of them were those that knew of his yakuza lineage. the one that he was not allowed to let out until he had graduated high school. that way he can stay in his current rank which was quite annoying. however besides that he didn't have confidants that would see how weak he was. at the same time though others didn't use him as confidants and he didn't mind that. so then how the hell did he get into this? how did toshiko started talking to him about her insecurities and for him to start opening up to her as well? just when did they become each other's confidants like this? [/style]

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