Post by vy on Jul 26, 2013 19:43:27 GMT -5
i'd say that i did this for preemptive revenge but really...i always wanted to do this. kind of.
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You come anytime you want, yeah.
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You come anytime you want, yeah.
They said no one loved her. They said that she was the ice queen. But they didn't about how she would stay behind in school just to not go back to an empty apartment. nor do they they know of an italian blond would get into detention just so that he can keep her company. even if he knew that she would never belong to him.
I can finally see that You're justify there beside me
I am not my own, for I have been made new
Please don't let me go I desperately need You.
I am not my own, for I have been made new
Please don't let me go I desperately need You.
Perhaps she had been too late, she knew that she was too late. but as she turned her head, she noticed something. She was not alone. Because a childish blond was by her side.
What if it makes you sad at me
And what if it makes you laugh now
but you cry as you fall asleep
And what if it takes your breath
and you can't hardly breathe
And what if it makes the last sound
be the very best sound
And what if it makes you laugh now
but you cry as you fall asleep
And what if it takes your breath
and you can't hardly breathe
And what if it makes the last sound
be the very best sound
He knew that she would never forgive him. That she would never look at him in the eye, that he would be hurting her. But at the same time he knew he wanted protect her. No matter what the sacrifice would be.
if it seem like it won't work out,
perfectly like you dreamt about
Would you com for my love
But what's all of nothing but nothing at all
If I......if all that I had was the time on my hands
Would you come
perfectly like you dreamt about
Would you com for my love
But what's all of nothing but nothing at all
If I......if all that I had was the time on my hands
Would you come
She didn't want to love him, she was scared to love him. Because if he would leave her like the rest. Wouldn't it be better to not be together at all? Because she was not sure, if he would ever come to her when she has nothing to offer.
Whenever you're lost you'll find me
Cause everyone needs somebody
Baby, I know you're afraid I'm a leaver
But I'm in the fight here,
Stay, I'm a dreamer
Cause everyone needs somebody
Baby, I know you're afraid I'm a leaver
But I'm in the fight here,
Stay, I'm a dreamer
He knew that people had right her, he knew that she must had been scared. But he wanted to let her know, he wasn't like them. He'll fight to stay by her side.
'Cause I need, I need Your hand to hold
To hold me from the edge
The edge I'm sliding past
Hold on to me
To hold me from the edge
The edge I'm sliding past
Hold on to me
She was gonna fall, she could feel herself slipping. And silently she begged for him to hold her, to keep her from falling once again.
I'm Never Gonna See Inside Of You
Because I Know, I'm Gonna Fall
And You'll Be Waiting For It All
Because I Know, I Know, I Know
I Can't Get Inside Of You
Because I Know, I'm Gonna Fall
And You'll Be Waiting For It All
Because I Know, I Know, I Know
I Can't Get Inside Of You
As usual even though they were not longer neighbors, he came over. He came over in the middle of the night because she invited him. And he still entered through the balcony to spend time with her. But he knew, he knew that no matter how much time they spend, he would never take any space in her heart.
I'm Never Gonna See Inside Of You
Because I Know, I'm Gonna Fall
And You'll Be Waiting For It All
Because I Know, I Know, I Know
I Can't Get Inside Of You
Because I Know, I'm Gonna Fall
And You'll Be Waiting For It All
Because I Know, I Know, I Know
I Can't Get Inside Of You
if she did not have dasoku-kun with her, then just who was sanada rin? where did she belong? and then he came up to her, and suddenly she realized, there was another place for her.
I can see all the fears you face
through a storm that never goes away
Don’t believe all the lies that you’ve been told
I’ll be right here now
through a storm that never goes away
Don’t believe all the lies that you’ve been told
I’ll be right here now
They said that she didn't have any friends. That she didn't need them. That she was better off alone but they didn't know. They didn't know the girl that wanted nothing more than to be a part of their world. But Nevi knew. And that was why he would always make sure to be there for her. To remind her that she was not alone.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
He was gone again and she was alone again. She should be used to it and to be honest...a part of her was. But that didn't make the apartment less empty nor less silent. "Sì! I have good timing. Satanada is here." cried out a voice as a blond climbed through the balcony. The girl sighed. She really should it get fixed sometime. "You better had brought something over for me too cook Ferravia."
Everyday I try to tell you
Every time I think I get through
You put up a wall your so invincible
Nothing could keep me away
I'll find a way
Every time I think I get through
You put up a wall your so invincible
Nothing could keep me away
I'll find a way
Why couldn't she see it? Why couldn't see that she was not some kind of invincible person? That she was just a normal girl like everyone else. That she should try to relax and have fun. To try and talk to people so that she could have friends. He had tried to tell her everyday and she won't listen. but nonetheless he would continue to tell her everyday until she finally realizes.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
It has been a while since they were willing to have dinner together again. Especially when they had discovered each other's secret. In a sense they both missed it. Although neither of them talked about a certain topic - in fact they avoided it- they truly wish moments like these were to happen more. If only to keep them from falling to pieces.
Secret love, my escape
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there
Will you answer my prayer
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there
Will you answer my prayer
Today was another horrible day. She wished she could just leave and go somewhere where she didn't have to be reminded of his lack of presence. Some kind of distraction. And that was when she saw the blond run right passed her being chased by a security job. "FERRAVIA!" she cried out before chasing him down as well.
Secret love, my escape
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there
Will you answer my prayer
Take me far far away
Secret love, are you there
Will you answer my prayer
When he sees her walking with that man he couldn't help but wonder. Even though they walked passed each other did she see him giving her a small smile and a nod as a greeting? Or did she not see him at all? As he noticed her smile he couldn't help but wonder. Would he ever be close enough for her to smile like that for him as well.
I will be, I'll be right here
Waiting for you everyday
And I will be, I'll be right here
For you tonight
Waiting for you everyday
And I will be, I'll be right here
For you tonight
She knew that he no longer lived upstairs from her. Of course he would move out. He had his father's money again after all. But...yet she never fixed her balcony. But it was not that she left it there for him, nor was the extra food on the table for him either.
Way up in the air, you're finally free
And you can stay up there right next to me
All this gravity will try to pull you down
But not this time
And you can stay up there right next to me
All this gravity will try to pull you down
But not this time
It took a lot of planning to finally got Rin to come up to the roof of the apartment alone with him. "What do you want Ferravia?" she asked him sounding as annoyed as to be expected. He merely gave her a grin back before patting down a spot for her to sit next to him. She silently complied. "Look." he pointed at the shooting stars for her to see. And as she stared at the shooting star looking quite amazed as if forgetting today's problems, the blond stared at her and admired how brilliant she looked.
Way up in the air, you're finally free
And you can stay up there right next to me
All this gravity will try to pull you down
But not this time
And you can stay up there right next to me
All this gravity will try to pull you down
But not this time
She figured that since he didn't buy anything for her to cook with - in other words he was asking to eat her food for free - she would at least make him sing. She heard that he sings to get food before. So why not right? She wasn't going to do it for free. And so getting her old guitar she let him play. But as he sang...she never expected him to sing so well. "One more time." she insisted. "Dinner is special today so don't think you can get it with just one song."
Way up in the air, you're finally free
And you can stay up there right next to me
All this gravity will try to pull you down
But not this time
And you can stay up there right next to me
All this gravity will try to pull you down
But not this time
As Nevi - quite against his will - danced with Mayuka and arguing with her, he would at times glance over to see the ginger dance with him. That man he never met before. What did she call him? Dasoku-kun he believed. Hmmm...Dasoku-kun. For a moment he imagined her smiling and dancing with him like that. He even though about stepping over to him but reality quickly reminded him. She didn't like him. And there was no way he would get to experience that side of her. All he could do was simply stop and stare.
You're the only reason that I'm not afraid to fly
And it's crazy that someone could change me
Now no matter what it is I have to do, I'm not afraid to try
And you need to know that you're the reason why
And it's crazy that someone could change me
Now no matter what it is I have to do, I'm not afraid to try
And you need to know that you're the reason why
This was crazy. It doesn't make sense. Rin knew it doesn't make sense and it bothered her. Because she knew back then she would never fight back. But when she sees the way he would argue or fight for what he wanted even the most childish of things - such as changing the menu to have more italian food - she couldn't help but want to try fighting for what she can as well.
I could be the one
Give you all my love
Forget what he has done to you
I'm here now
Give you all my love
Forget what he has done to you
I'm here now
He had left her again and again she was crushed. He saw her on the ground and so he walked over to her. Even though he knew that she would hate it, he wrapped his arms around her. "I'm here for you." he whispered into her ears as she turned to grab onto him.
